She tries,
over and over again.
She tries
with all her might,
She tries
with growing strides.
She tries
the make them happy,
And tries
to make them proud.
She tries
to push her attitude,
To a place
that can’t be found.
She tries
to go to that place,
Hoping it’ll
be easier when unbound.
Hoping it’ll
be lighter when erased.
Hoping it’ll
be simpler,
When she
drops out of the race.
The race to
win, the race to succeed,
The race to
do something deemed concrete.
She tried
to win the race,
When she realized
it was impossible,
She hoped
the after-race would be bearable.